Tuesday, October 15, 2019

Leaving a Better Legacy



Last year I took a Seminary course called “Gender in Ministry.”  We read many books and articles.  We dove deeply into scriptures that are often used to support the subordination of women and learned of the context and culture surrounding them.  I learned the origins of beliefs that women are to be subordinate and discovered some of the many holes in this doctrine.  My heart had known for many years that there was a problem with this doctrine.  I suppose the first time I felt the stinging injustice of it was when I was 16-years-old,  stood up in church to tell a story from a recent mission trip, and watched an older couple that I loved exit out the back.  Hierarchical theology has affected my life in more ways than I can or want to list here.  But the course I took last year and my continuing study since then has helped me reconcile the concerns of my heart with the knowledge in my mind.
My concerns about the negative impacts of the conservative church’s traditional views on women are vast.  But for a moment I want to discuss how our treatment of women in the church affects our children.  As a children’s minister and mother of four, I am passionate about what we are teaching our children as they grow in our churches.   We may believe that our churches are welcoming and nurturing to young women.  We may value them and love them.  We may have only the best intentions toward them.  But we seem to avoid the truth of how a male-dominated church affects our daughters.  Even if no one tells them that they are less in the kingdom of God or that their gifts are less welcome, children are brilliant, always piecing puzzles together in their minds.  When their model is a male-dominated hierarchy, it affects them.  When a little girl attends church every week and only sees men stand in front of her as preachers, prayer and worship leaders, communion presiders, etc. it sends her a message about who she is in Christ.  The message goes something like this, “Jesus loves you.  But he likes the boys better.”  Children don’t understand these messages that are being written on their hearts.  But the messages are being internalized all the same.  And the message doesn’t leave them when they walk out of the church building.  They carry the message about their inferiority in their souls.  Our daughters are taught that they can do anything and be anything in every area of their lives.  They can run corporations, lead schools, chair non-profits, and run for President.  But they walk into their churches, and suddenly they have very palpable limits. Many young women are leaving traditional churches because they cannot reconcile their calling with the limits that are forced upon them. 
A while back I watched the movie The Greatest Showman.  Phillip Carlyle, a wealthy white man, was dating an African American trapeze artist from the circus he managed.  Set in the 1800s, this was certainly not socially acceptable.  Phillip’s high-society parents caught them out together.  His father accused him of having no shame and parading around with “the help”.  His mother then said to him, “You forget your place, Phillip.”  And Phillip replied immediately, “My place?  Mother, if this is my place, then I don’t want any part of it.”  Like Phillip in this movie, I think many of our young women are staring the church in the face and hearing the messages it gives them of who they are and how they should be restricted.  And when the church tries to mandate their place, they simply say, “If this is my place, then I don’t want any part of it.”  But the girls who stay, who embrace the message and internalize it, those are the ones who may sustain the most damage.  Because many of those girls will live with a narrative that tells them they need a man in order to be complete.  They will feel like they aren’t enough in and of themselves.  As long as they carry these beliefs, they will always feel a little less than whole.
            It’s easy to see how an environment that disqualifies women would have a negative impact on our daughters.  But surely our sons are fine.  They have a good thing going.  They can live up to their potential and use all their spiritual gifts.  So, we don’t have to worry about them.  This system is good for them, right?  Absolutely not.  I venture to say that the systems in place are just as damaging, if not more so, for our young boys.  Our boys receive the not-so-subtle message that they are superior to women, at least in the kingdom of God.  They are filled with doctrine about how they are to be the leaders and they deserve respect and submission by default.  They are taught to marginalize the women in their lives, and it is spiritualized for them as God’s will.  They are infused with a sense of entitlement from the very institution that should teach them humility. 
            What kind of life are we molding for our boys when we model this standard for them?  Well, as mentioned above, we are teaching them entitlement.  They believe they deserve – fill in the blank – by no accord of their own, but simply because they are male.  At a minimum, we are setting many of them up for dysfunctional marriages because we are teaching them to undervalue their wives.  And at the extreme, we are giving abusive men spiritual backing.  I recently read in one of my textbooks on family therapy that men with more conservative Christian theology than their wives are more likely to be guilty of domestic violence than the general population.  Allow the tragedy of that sentence to sink into your heart.  Domestic abuse is rampant in our churches and is very rarely discussed.  Why?  Because actually dealing with it would require churches to admit that their theology is contributing to the problem, and having to rework theology is daunting and fear-inducing.  
Finally, we are teaching our boys to objectify women.  We are priming them for a life of pornography and/or sex addiction.  When young men are taught that women are supposed to be submissive and subordinate to them, it is not a far leap to conclude that women exist (at least in part) for the pleasure of men.  The inability to view a woman as a whole person in her own right is deadly to a young man.  Families are being destroyed in our churches due to pornography and other forms of infidelity.  Christian men very often fall into these behaviors.  And when women discover these behaviors by their husbands, the church will often advise them to just forgive and move on.  After all, they say, “Most men struggle with purity.  It’s just how God made them.”  And they excuse an entire gender from incredibly damaging behavior and leave the women who have been crushed to suffer in silence.  This all stems from the theology of subordination we have embraced.  Of course, we would never say that our theology encourages these behaviors.  But these behaviors seep out of the cracks of our doctrine infecting every area of our lives.  Our precious young boys are given a picture of who they are supposed to be that more closely mirrors worldly patriarchy than the heart of Jesus.  And many of them will spend years in therapy as adults learning for the first time that it’s okay for a man to have emotions other than joy and anger.  Our children deserve better.
The truth is that in the church when any one group is marginalized we all become vulnerable.  The enemy loves marginalization.  And he certainly loves the thought of half the people who love Jesus being quieted.  As men and women, we must join hands and work together to bring healing to this world.  God created us as teammates, not as competitors.  The idea of competition in the church is completely foreign to the Gospel message.  God calls us into relationships of humility, gentleness, and oneness.  Hierarchy and power structures do not fit well within this framework.  In the New Testament, we read that the last shall be first and the first shall be last.  The early Christian movement worked in contrast to the power structures that were in place and called for radical counter-cultural practices like mutual submission.  The Bible and other ancient documents make it clear that men and women, slave and free, Jew and Gentile, all joined forces in working together to spread the good news of Jesus in the days of the early church.  They all had the same passion - Jesus.  And his message was spread through this passion.  An important aspect of the message of Jesus was that everyone was on an equal playing field in his kingdom.  This was in stark contrast to the society of the time.  Social class and pecking order meant everything.  A person’s worth in society was completely determined by his or her station in life.  But in this kingdom, worth was defined by the Savior.  What a message of freedom to the slaves, the women, the poor, the downcast!  They mattered!  In Jesus’ kingdom, they mattered.
Jesus sat with the outcast, healed the most forgotten, forgave the most sinful, and met with the most reviled.  He went beyond “not shaming” those who had no status.  He embraced and honored them.  His treatment of women in a society that commonly used and suppressed them was nothing short of extraordinary.  Rather than marginalize them, he loved them, defended them, elevated them.  Jesus came to free the oppressed.  The Bible has been used to defend oppression throughout history.  It has been used to defend slavery, segregation, the Holocaust, denying women the right to vote, mistreatment of immigrants, and genocide.  I cannot help but believe that it grieves the heart of Christ when the Bible is used as a tool of oppression.  His example shows us a completely different way, a healing way.  May we follow his example in the way we teach our sons and daughters.  I believe the future of the church depends on it.  In the wise words of Maya Angelou, “Do the best you can until you know better.  Then do better.”